| i miss having time for myself to blog about little things and not just things about my day, cause those blogs are basically for me to remember what i do since i have such a bad memory. i hope i start having more time soon but i doubt it, with all these midterms, essays, and also finals coming up less than three weeks. i'm really anticipating winter break, but thanksgiving break will do fine also. i just need thursday to be extremely productive, as in doing my english essay and studying for the political science midterm that's all due friday. =| *crosses fingers! next week will be a lot easier, i hope. two days of school, one class each day. hopefully a thanksgiving celebration with dormmates on monday night. korean bbq?! that would be nice. gnight world. it will be 3am in 15 minutes. I have a midterm at 9:30AM. *sigh, the college life. |
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| "I've always followed my heart instead of my head. I've always jumped, always took that leap of faith into the unknown, having no idea of what the outcome ofmy actions would be. But now, now it's so very clear. I need to stop following my heart. I justneed to stop, before I do anything at all. I need to stop and think about it, about what I am about to do. I need to think about whether it is right or wrong. Because when you follow your heart, you lose track of what's right and what's wrong, and it tears you apart." |
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| "Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt." -Unknown
I saw this today and I really like it. <3 |
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| you said that I'm the only one
you said that I'm your number one
now you're gone and I feel numb
tell me where did we go wrong
you were my best friend and boyfriend
now it seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
without you I'm a whole different person
I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel love like I used to
it was your love I was used to
why did I have to lose
your love is what it was
that had me feeling buzzed.
alive by black eyed peas
I don't know why I care so much. *sigh.
this weekend hasn't been so good.
I'm not used to this. I hate waiting around. |
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| happy seven months babe. (8
*sigh, if I didn't have a three and a half+ essay to finish writing and a stupid play I have to watch & also write a three page essay about, I would go see you. < : maybe wednesday, I hope. <3
I'm wearing your white sweater right now, hehe. |
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