I wish more people would use xanga. I have a tumblr that I just recently made like 2 weeks ago, but I don't really use it much. Also I made a blogspot but I've never used it, it's just there and there's no way to cancel it. Yep. I have a twitter, I'm using that since it's so easy to update on my phone. I've been on facebook a lot more. Myspace died for me. I thought about making a forumspring, but ugh, so much of a hassle to keep updating all these websites. I wish they were all mashed up in one.
and then there are music sites. yes, youtube is great and all, but they don't repeat songs which I hate. I LOVED imeem.com but ugh, they're together with myspace and I'm so confused in finding my playlists for imeem. IDKWTF to do. then shei signed me up for pandora which is irritating cause I can only skip so many songs in an hour. there's probably more which I'm not naming but... yep, my rant on these bajillion websites! It's really annoying!
finals on tuesday, wednesday, and friday. (: I can't wait for five weeks for sleeping in, snowboarding, loud music, presents, new years kiss, quality time, getting back in shape/running hopefully, watching girls water polo games for LQ, reunions, road trips, parties, etc. <3
|i miss having time for myself to blog about little things and not just things about my day, cause those blogs are basically for me to remember what i do since i have such a bad memory. i hope i start having more time soon but i doubt it, with all these midterms, essays, and also finals coming up less than three weeks. i'm really anticipating winter break, but thanksgiving break will do fine also. i just need thursday to be extremely productive, as in doing my english essay and studying for the political science midterm that's all due friday. =| *crosses fingers! next week will be a lot easier, i hope. two days of school, one class each day. hopefully a thanksgiving celebration with dormmates on monday night. korean bbq?! that would be nice. gnight world. it will be 3am in 15 minutes. I have a midterm at 9:30AM. *sigh, the college life.|
|"I've always followed my heart instead of my head. I've always jumped, always took that leap of faith into the unknown, having no idea of what the outcome ofmy actions would be. But now, now it's so very clear. I need to stop following my heart. I justneed to stop, before I do anything at all. I need to stop and think about it, about what I am about to do. I need to think about whether it is right or wrong. Because when you follow your heart, you lose track of what's right and what's wrong, and it tears you apart."|
"Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt." -Unknown
I saw this today and I really like it. <3
|you said that I'm the only one|
you said that I'm your number one
now you're gone and I feel numb
tell me where did we go wrong
you were my best friend and boyfriend
now it seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
without you I'm a whole different person
I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel love like I used to
it was your love I was used to
why did I have to lose
your love is what it was
that had me feeling buzzed.
alive by black eyed peas
I don't know why I care so much. *sigh.
this weekend hasn't been so good.
I'm not used to this. I hate waiting around.